I’ve been to hell & back. There are things you may never know. My life has been messed up at times but I always bounce back. Life is real & I’m living it up, the wrong way or the right way, I have no regrets. I’ve got goals and I will get there my own way. When I reach that point I’ll know it’s what I wanted all along and I’ll have my satisfaction. My life is mine and no one will tell me how to live it.Everything changes eventually. That’s just the way life is and you have no control over it. Like, suddenly people who you think are always going to be there- they disappear, ya know? People die and they move away and, they change & they grow up. Life is about trusting your feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories and learning from the pain and realizing that people always change. It’s crazy how someone you were so close with just sort of left and never looked back. Learn from your past, move on, and grow stronger. People are fake but it lets your trust last longer. Do what you got to do, but always stay true- and never let anyone get the best of you. Sometimes your closest friends end up hurting you more than your worst enemies ever could. Breaking up with your boyfriend is a million times easier than breaking up witha best friend- unless your best friend is your boyfriend. There are plenty of reasons to hate me.. i’m no where near perfect. accept it, or don’t. I know that there are some things you just can’t change. I know that there are some situations that appologies hold no beatings. I know that hurt feelings build walls. I know that some people connect once and are bonded for a lifetimes. I know that being ‘friends again’ can be more difficult than not speaking at all. I know that twists of fate bring people together and sometimes ‘everything happens for a reason’ breaks them apart. A true friend accepts you for who you are, all of you, not just the bits and pieces. You hope your closest friends are true. But when you least expect it, when you need them the most, they bail. they walk out and don’t look back. This has happened alot to me over the past year.. and it’s sucks. Alot. But that’s life right? It’s made me stronger. I’ll move on, live my life, and keep learning from my mistakes.